Under the Cherry Moon...

Loverly little hemp hoodie top with flower appliques in pretty spring girlie colors!! I am finishing up the final touches today!!
Hemp Jersey Sweetness!! New Tiered Day Dress in blues...with clam shell buttons and mother of pearl nugget! Look for it on ebay later today!!

My love of these Indonesian Rayon Batiks is moving right into the weird zone! This little lovely is available now on ebay...user id coffeejill (of course!) The skirt features amazing Bamboo Twill hand dyed by the lovely Marlena of Infinitecosmoshemp.etsy.com....Check out her work! It rocks!

More Rayon Batiks coming...They flow so sweetly...hang and drape so nicely! They are very expensive, but my favorite quilt shop here in town it consolidating and have them discounted...I am buying up as much as I can afford!

Little shout out to Justine of Potomacrivergoods.etsy.com...

Under the Table and Dreaming...

Well, I am F I N A L L Y back to stitching up some lovelies! For anyone just now stumbling upon my little cyber-ramblings...welcome to the party!

2009...a new year, and hopefully a new chapter in my little Bean Queen Rags! I plan to use this blog to show works in progress and maybe map the creative arc of my work...and share inspiration, perspiration, and occasionally frustration! (all the -ations present and accounted for!)

The little lovely to your left is part of a new wrap dress, now available at coffeejill.etsy.com featuring amazing hand dyed hemp muslin, Indonesian rayon batiks, and the aum applique cut from bamboo twill. Sweet as peaches...comfy and versatile!

More Indonesian batiks...these gorgeous blues and greens featuring a subtley "hidden" fertility goddess...Clam shell buttons...swishy and sweet...pretty enough for work or play!

Check back soon...more coming as fast as I can stitch 'em up!

What a long strange trip it's been...

Hasta la vista 2008! See ya, wouldn't wanta be ya... ew what a gross year it was!

Now on to 2009...I have never liked the "resolution"thing, but I am a great goal setter. So, here are my goals for 2009:

1. Learn to make cheese--fresh mozzarella!
2. Keep this blog updated...with bold and brash musings about my current creative ventures!
3. New floors in my dining room and kitchen...with new cupboards!
4. Grow my little businesses by 25%
5. Bake more bread!
6. Get Tyler into that amazing program REACH at the U of I.
7. Take the advice of the amazing Katherine Hepburn...Never complain, and never explain. (toughie!!)
8. Use up all of my hemp fabric stash with wonderful creations!!
9. Make MYSELF a new hemp outfit!
10. Learn to use my knitting machine!!
11. Learn to play "Junk" by Paul McCartney, and "Morning has Broken" by Cat Stevens on the guitar.

That's a good list for starters!! Happy New Year to any one stumbling across my little blogdom.

Cheers!! Here's to good coffee, good friends, and no jams in your stitchin' machine!

Beware of Darkness

Isn't it a pity
Now, isn't it a shame
How we break each other's hearts
And cause each other pain
How we take each other's love
Without thinking anymore
Forgetting to give back
Isn't it a pity

Some things take so long
But how do I explain
When not too many people
Can see we're all the same
And because of all their tears
Their eyes can't hope to see
The beauty that surrounds them
Isn't it a pity

--George Harrison

All The Leaves are Brown and the Sky is Grey...

Grey and rainy October day...my favorite kind. Roasting coffee in the chilly morning air, dreaming of new designs to stitch up into reality. Not a bad life.

Looking at farms waaaay up north has been exciting, enlightening, and scary. Could I leave my family, and go that far away? Could I leave my grown kids? Could I leave my sisters?

But would I love it? Have I become so old that my life long dream of going somewhere beautiful and peaceful has become unreasonable in the actual doing of the thing? Should I have acted sooner?

Or is this just the extension of decision making based on fear? Where is my sense of adventure? Where is my independent free spirit? Oh, where is my hairbrush?*

In the long run, I guess I have become content without knowing it. Who'da thunk it?

Try to see it my way...do I have to keep on talkin' till I can't go on?

"Buy the sky, and sell the sky, and lift your arms up to the sky, and ask the sky and ask the sky." REM

Things I never have to wear again. Go me!

I do not miss conference rooms, call reports, sales meetings, annual new business sales budgets.

I do not miss pantyhose, heels, suits, or drycleaners.

I do not miss hotel rooms, 6 hours in the car in a blizzard, or sales seminars...even the ones that came with a free trip to the spa.

I do not miss Dale Carnegie training, one-on-ones, annual reviews, or cost per points.

I especially do not miss cost per points.

I do not miss going to the salon, shopping, leads groups, networking, or doing lunch.

Praise God and pass the potato chips! I work in my pj's. I work for myself. I work using my back, yes, but I still use my brain. I use my creativity on my terms, as I see fit. I do not use my creativity to convince someone to buy air.

I am free to be me, just as I am. I do not mirror. I do not sell the sky. I just am.

ps...anyone in the market for a few really nice suits??

Shine on, You Crazy Diamond....

"Come on you target for faraway laughter,
come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine!" Pink Floyd

Everything is attitude...perception is reality. If I believe I am serene, that becomes my reality, and everything that I see, experience, do filters through that serenity. How I see myself and those around me is effected by my perceptions.

The only thing you can change in this world is your attitude and your credit score.

It's alot easier to change your attitude. A lot quicker.

Therefore, today I believe that I am happy, at peace, and all those that I love are happy as well. Right where they are supposed to be. So am I.

Even if I kinda wish I was still in NW Ontario in the cabin where I took this picture..........